Entry Submitted by WHOA! at 9:51 PM EDT on April 5, 2017
Thank you, Matt1075, and others…for your responses. You’re right! C40’s videos really threw me--along with some of the research I did and have been doing since I retired a few months ago. I always used logic, common sense, and critically-think my way through everything. I’m trying to stay positive since retiring and looking forward to “giving back”. I thought I was doing fine over the last few weeks, trying to get my bearings, and fully understand this financial change process. It’s extremely difficult and I’m losing my resolve to stay focused because all the chaos/dis-info/craziness in the world is really getting to me.
I'm a Catholic. Been one all of my life—it’s all I know and practiced, but that’s all been blown to bits over the past few months, from the research I did that really opened my eyes, along with some of Yosef’s commentary about it. Catholicism doesn’t approve of New Age beliefs and especially channeling—the "devil", according to the Church. So I struggle constantly now, trying to figure out where I am spiritually.
I’m a boat without a tether--I’m starting to panic because I don’t have a clue about transitioning from 3D to 5D. I guess all I can do at this point is to believe in God, and trust in Him to help me through, like other situations I faced. My faith is strong, my love for others is unyielding, and I want very much to help in my own small way. Each night, I thank God, knowing He’s in control, and ask Him to help me stay strong. The next morning I awake ready to go, but as the day unwinds, the constant distractions, whirlwinds of contradictory news—it so overwhelming, by the end of the day, the fear has set in.
Lately, I sense I’m treading water just barely now, occasionally swallowing some and gulping for air because of my thrashing around (never could swim), trying to find a way to comfortably float until this transition happens. I try to spend time with nature, clean up winter’s leftovers and get my garden ready for planting.
Every day, I struggle alone with severe cognitive dissonance, not unlike what the world will suffer from when all of this is disclosed—the Western Financial system, asset-backed BRICS and the new system, the history of America and the rest of the world, how we were so deceived and enslaved…everyone will have such a hard time with this disclosure, not counting the off-worldly one--especially people my age. I hope I can get past the cognitive dissonance by then, so I can help others to understand what we've been subjected to.
I’m sorry I was so negative in my post—I still seem to respond the way the criminal Cabal taught me to and I have to break that bad habit! Please pray for me. I want to take part in this transition very much. The only other choice I have is the “intervention” my family has planned for me. I probably have not been the first one considered for that in Dinar Chronicles!
I have one final wish for you and everyone here. May God bless all of you who have been dealing with this for years, I don’t believe I could have had the stick-to-it-tive-ness for that kind of effort. I hope you all will be amply rewarded.
Call me “You can’t teach an old dog new tricks.”…previously WHOA!