Entry Submitted by islandwave8 at 2:52 PM EDT on April 12, 2017
Re: "Go With Flow" - Final Pre-RV Plea - Wednesday - April 12, 2017
I can 100% relate:
"Imagine living your entire life in the complete opposite direction of current man made logic. With every step you take going against mass consciousness, moving right when everyone else insisted on going left.… to live in constant opposition of man made culture, education, science, medicine and media."
It's going to be so relaxing to be able to have the current begin moving with me, vs 40 yrs of swimming upstream. "40 yrs in the desert of low-density dark-ages" has occured as 400.
I remember when I was 7, after a typical unpleasant moment on the schoolyard, putting my hands on the chain link fence penning us all in our mini-prison-yard experience - wanting to climb the 20 ft to freedom, but nervous about finding my way home through the city labyrinth.
Just then I had my angels (or future self?) whisper to me that the neverending onslaught of harsh lessons that awaited every time I stepped outside my home nucleus of goodness (thank you mama for keeping that foundation intact), were all to occur in the first part of my life, so that I'd get all my lessons out of the way in a concentrated dose.
And then from there, the "flow" would move into ease. It always reminded me of the Ugly Duckling story, spending his youth in the barnyard w all the pecking bickering animals, and after harrowing tests of courage & endurance, getting to finally fly in grace as a swan.
It's so amazing to finally be here at that threshold. And to be flooded with gratitude for all the carving of depth & resolve that have given me my inner power, my capacity for deep loving, my fierce compassion, a potent relationship with my soul's Creator.
I may need a bit of R&R to clean up from the battlefield of formative lessons. But after my "shower & a shave" I will certainly be making those beautiful gifts gleam in the sunlight of this next chapter.
I always worried if I had it too easy I might backslide, lose my edge of spiritual perception. But I finally feel, just now, that I have baked in the kiln long enough.
That all those lessons, that produced the gems of my deepened qualities, will now fall away, while the forged gems themselves are now permanently - eternally - embedded into me.
It will be a new experience to not have the world rushing against me, but instead rallying in support around my visions. I am moved to gratitude in advance for the next deeper cut of lessons that await.