Entry Submitted by NA at 3:57 AM EST on January 12, 2017
Good morning every one,
Well, in this new day (12th of January of 2017), I would like to share with you my personal story about how far my journey from darkness to LIGHT led me and how I am seeing more clearer thanks to God, all Light workers. I AM so GRATEFUL.
- I was born on a dysfunctional family where Love and Sharing (communication) and Abundance were very feared. Thus I believed that I was an unlovable and unloved child.
- I believed that material things (career, money, competition, …) made it all and I had some success but each time more lonely.
- After a burn out, I left it all and go to another country and stay in my flat for a 2 years and half period alone, with my own fears to live with. A box. I 'lost' all the money that I had and arrived at a point where I had no money to eat. During 12 days, no food just water and no one to ask help (apparently). I didn't want to ask more help to my biological family as it was feeding attachments. My joy was so conditioned by external outcomes. The point is that the fear programming was leading me to death/to sleep (as a dis-ease can do).
Now, I see much clearer the thoughts that do not honor me, us, GOD. I can experience profound peace moments and then the experiment can change but I see it and thus can manage it.
So, I know that my intent to be with GOD is so important. And sometimes I may no be 'in or with’ but that ‘s OK and again ‘Hello God, here I am’. God's Will is my will.
I am very happy to share with you my experience as I am re-writing my life for more happiness, compassion, unconditional love, peace, joy, balance and abundance.
Welcome RV, GESARA/NESARA as I deserve it, as WE deserve it.
Dinars land offers a community of Love and democratic rules and I so much appreciate it.
I thank you for your loving energies, beautiful and insightful messages.
Love & Light