Entry Submitted by Asha at 1:47 AM EST on November 17, 2016
The Gift in the Wait
What have we learned, discovered, uncovered about self as we stand between two worlds…knowing the one we are leaving is no longer acceptable, but the one on the other side of the wait isn’t ready yet.
Or is it?
What if the wait is for me? Is my heart, my soul, and my intention aligned with my highest good, and the highest good for all?
Yesterday, I caught myself thinking about all those that I can reach and assist…making dreams come true for those I love and those I have yet to love.
Then my thoughts drifted to those with whom I would not be willing to share. I fantasized for a moment about what that level of control might feel like…to withhold from those who have harmed me at some point... knowingly or unknowingly.
For a moment, I felt deep shame. And then came compassion. Compassion for myself for having such thoughts; and compassion for those who harmed. Then I remembered “Forgive them…for they know not what they do.”
It's a gift that monetary freedom for Humanity did not show up on my door before I had a better view of what I was still carrying…that was not aligned with the highest good for all. Today I fully surrender the old ways of being that held me captive, creating separation and suffering. I can see the old world, the only kingdom I knew crumbling before my eyes…making room for our new world of joy, celebration and sweet reunions….And not a moment too soon!