Perennial-fear Awkward-gender Matrix 112316
A vision of our trauma-base Collective fear Consciousness Money Matrix, working to wait for outside control, without any Conscience Guidance shows how ridiculously Awkward I have lived, suffering without forgiveness, compassion, and Unifying Karmic divisive-gender role-reversal lifetimes Mercy. O M G M O G!! I seemed to stand, or sit erect on hold, just like I was forced to in Time, and little did I, even move, except from the fear Matrix control, that commands how I’m supposed to. Outside, a nervousness, that demanded something more of me, than I, by myself could, ever imagine, performed without a Conscience, except to do, just whatever I was supposed ta.
I have been granted this vision of Time’s malevolent Matrix to protect myself from any possible creative intelligent ‘irregularity’, and Awkward is the whole dumbed down day, as if an automaton controlled the robot of, all I thought was left of me. What a ‘pinched nerve’ drag to watch the clock outside, on Mob-control viral-nonsense, and little did I realize, that, all that Matrix of fear was what had complete control over me. Was I dead, or alive, and was I even there to be able to tell, or am I, so alive now, that this is the first vision of undead life, without one trace of Conscience, to live alive in the responsive present with benevolent Guidance(God-U, and I-Dancing) motives?
Consciousness, or Conscience; dead, or alive; fear, or Love; robot, or Compassion; religion, or Sovereignty; trauma, or gentle; mob, or kind; butt, or ‘and’; Dark, or Light; branded, or free; corporate, or me, and, all that time everyone else were illusions in my daffy mind, Hell could, never have become more drafty, empty, or bland? Awkward humor apologized, constantly for it’s gossip, and harm, so there was no Kind Spirit Caring ever, even when I faked orgasm as if, as if(wait_for_it) … as if Time had its hold on me lock, stock, and barrel.
Have whole millenniums taken me for this ride down memory Awkward Lane, and is this the direct experience of, all my previous Awkward Life Reviews, without compassion’s purpose to, and for, the undead life of me, butt-double mob also, without any responsive Conscience Kind Guidance? What bully hubris controls this Time Matrix, anyway, or is the realer Bully posse-worship consciousness the measure of Satanic dissonance fake smiles-wide away, from any Authentic Guidance from within a responsive Conscience, instead?
If I have been driven to distraction, on command, in fear Matrix, then who have been my mirrors on this Awkward undead journey, and if Zombie-clone is another AI name for robots, then what religious corporation automaton hasn’t controlled our Mob-breeder posse-worship Matrix? Did I train my Mother, or did my Mother Matrix co-create our collective Mob consciousness, to learn how to follow others, instead of forgiving Mother Mob Bob coldhearted Snobs? Is this ‘hairy grave’ just another posse-worshipping hole in the ground, or has my fear-head controlled my heart, that, barely-battering immoral-survived the constant love-beating here without me?
I seem to be awakening from this Awkward Zombie dream, and nothing looks the same as I keep trying to remember, so what if what envisions me, is the same Money-fear Matrix, that dreamed safety-drab in numbers without Guidance(God-U, and I-Dancing) in responsive Delight? Is I, or ain’t I dead, or alive, enough to break a few dumb-ass rules, or is dead where we put bad-slave robot rule-breakers, who come back to suffer more Awkward Karmic prison training, until we, all get sodomy-slave livery fear-finger waves, until we constipation-smile all the way down memory Time Matrix Lane again?
author Pine Cone
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