Entry Submitted Anonymously at 11:39 PM EDT on November 1, 2016
I have finally allowed myself and my emotional body to grieve my granddaughter deeply emotionally AND embrace my grandson even more deeply today. This is what I sent out to our small group of friends who follow our updates for the currency. One of my friends recommended I sent this post in to Chronicles ..... so here it is. Yosef, if I have misinterpreted your meaning, please set me straight and I apologize.
Dear Dinarian Friends,
My name is _________ and I am a dinaracoholic.
Yes, I have hit the wall.
I have been sending out these updates to all of you, our dear friends, for over five years now.
I read a lot at different times during the day and then go about my day. I find it fascinating and have definitely gone "down the rabbit hole" in learning about the horrendous descent our earth has experienced because of the Cabal, Elites, Illumitati, etc etc and the slavery we have been subjected to for so many many years. We did not know the extent of the deceit in all aspects of our third dimensional life here until we got involved in the dinar, then the dong, then the Zim.
I have been clear about staying out of fear and feel I am on top of that as I have learned to be in joy and connected to my Spirit almost in every moment. I feel I am in trust of the universe and keep the Light shining most of the time. I thought I was above the fray, as they say.
And then, yesterday morning, when reading Yosef's post ..... something hit me hard. (here is the paragraph that got to me from "Green Flash" You see, our once glorious nation was long ago overtaken by a determined and treacherous enemy intent on raping and pillaging everything we hold dear, including 100% of our natural resource wealth. Don't even get me started on the intentional moral implications of transgender bathrooms. He made a reference to the transgender bathroom situation with much judgement decidedly upon it, in my impression. I have read of his addressing this issue in an earlier post but it didn't get me like yesterday.
I am done with Yosef. He professes an enlightened, spiritual "we are the chosen ones" perspective ...... and at the same time shows such disdain for those suffering souls who have had the huge challenge of facing their lives in a dilemma of being born into a body that they do not relate to. Not only to they not relate but they are in excruciating emotional pain and deep depression knowing they are living a lie every day of their lives until they can face the truth of themselves.
I know this because we have a transgender grandson. Our grandson is the most beautiful soul .... sensitive, brilliant, senior in high school with a 4. average, great athlete and an all around amazing and wonderful person. Can you imagine being willing (and having to) to take hormones to change your sex AND having surgery to have your breasts removed ..... such a dramatic choice!!! These choices they have to make for their sanity are not done lightly, as you can imagine. In most cases of trans kids, the only out they can see is suicide or change.
How sad that people like Yosef, and all those "religious and spiritual leaders" who are so ignorant of compassion for others are stuck in their beliefs (there are many that are not doing this too, and many who are). What I have seen in the dinar community over the years is that some of those who want the world to change for the better are often those who continue to judge others. And there are some among the "gurus" we want to believe in but are so judgmental. Even Zap, whose purpose is to help humanity, has lashed out at Muslims in some of his posts.
It seems as though every "positive" post is met with something totally opposite. Many of the "gurus" want Trump to win the election. We cannot even imagine that someone with such blatant hate for some of our society would even ever be considered. Some say he is the only one who can combat the Cabal. Well, why could not the White Hats, the Chinese Elders or whoever is truly in charge find someone with an inkling of compassion do this job.
I am sick and tired of all of it.
My Higher Self asks me ..... what part of these people am I expressing in my own being? Well, I have to take some time to do this inner work as I know in theory we are all one. In true life, I must go deeper to find that Truth and then love it. Until I can do that .......
I am no longer going to read all the chats and I will no longer be putting out updates. You all can read for yourselves what is going on here:
The only thing we need to know is when we get our 800 numbers. We will NOT know how this will move out UNTIL then. So when that happens we will alert you all. Please take it upon yourselves to be educated as I am letting go of this self imposed responsibility. My responsibility is to my self and my inner connection with my soul.
In truth, I believe that is the ONLY way we can affect or influence the changes into the Golden Age.
Love and Light,
This post reflects the spiritual perspective I choose to take