Entry Submitted Anonymously at 12:20 PM EDT on October 24, 2016
I have been in the awakened crowd since November 2012. I, like all of you, have followed every blog I could find that would give me further insight into the RV. Feelings of bliss, excitement, joy, disappointment, anger, despair, hopelessness have all run rampant through me. Some days all these feelings can run through me in the process of hours.
I consider myself intelligent and not easily duped so it is difficult for me on two fronts. It was an extremely difficult pill to take when I woke up to what was really going on in our Universe for eons. And then daily I hope in things I read and find out I am still being duped again. I believe even today, that the rich are still getting richer and the poor are made to wait. Take for instance, the people that had disposable income and could afford to buy up Dinar and Zim in large quantities. I believe they will be first to have a wealth manager call them in to exchange. Even today as I am writing this message to all of you, the door bell rang and I have a warrant in debt for a bill I simply cannot afford to pay. Not because I am ignorant, or rely on the government, or just do not care to meet my financial obligations. I care a lot, I have managed two companies well and have had some really bad luck.
But do not mistake my email as negative or discouraging. I read and re-read Zap and Susan's last message, even though I have had my doubts at the validity of their messages at times, I resonated with their last words. I believe in a higher source. I believe in higher good for myself and humanity. I believe the majority of humanity cares about one another, wants this RV for the good of all and has benevolent intentions.
So this is an appeal to you and Zap and Susan's plea for a final push. What if we could get 3% of humanity to think positive all at the same time and hold that higher vibration for as long as we can? What if we do this and the 800 numbers are released immediately and the American elections are a bust and the average person has faith again? What if it was always up to us and we succeeded?
I don't know the answer to any of these questions but I sure do want to try.