Entry Submitted Anonymously at 7:54 AM EDT on October 11, 2016
I guess I'm guilty as charged. I came across all of this by accident. I am not in any of the groups. I took a leap of faith and purchased four twenty-five thousand Dinars, just in case what I was reading was true. If I could get back what I paid for it, so be it. I was ok with that. I didn't know the backstory of why everyone was buying large amounts.
I kept up with everything being posted on whatever site I could find and learned quickly there's a lot of disinformation out there. Then I began reading about Zim and the humanitarian projects. I have a giving heart and wanted to help those in need so I purchased a couple of one hundred trillion Zim, just in case everything I'm reading was true. The thought of receiving trillions of dollars for my fairly small eBay purchase seemed too good to be true, but what if it is.
I then began thinking about gifting family members and all of the not for profits I could help. There are people starving, there are people without homes, there are people that need medical care and the list goes on, so I started purchasing more.
I plan on staying anonymous if this should be true. My hope would be to ask the people that receive this blessing to pay it forward.
As I mentioned before, I have not been in this forever like many of you. I do not have trusts already set up.
I don't know exactly how I will set everything up but my heart is filled with love for fellow man, and animals, they need help too.
The disappointment I have is not completely based on dates given time and time again, for sometimes years, but mostly recently, that have passed with no 800#. My feelings are, is this true, or am I putting faith in something that is nothing but a lie. That's where I'm guilty.
I've listened in on calls with Yosef and Tank and I have felt his/their sincerity. I felt the love Yosef has for his fellow man and the need to have a heart filled with love and not greed.
I do have concerns regarding gifting money to people because they have not read the info I have and may not have the same love in their hearts to help fellow man. Money can be and is mostly the root of all evil. I don't want my gift to ruin someone's life.
I have a fear of missing out on receiving the 800#. I check every night when I wake up, sometimes several times, to make sure it wasn't posted after I went to sleep. This is the only way I will be able to receive the number and Information on here isn't updated immediately and a few hours may pass after the number is released.
My feelings have taken a rollercoaster ride many times. So yes I'm guilty. I'm guilty of not having faith that this is truly a blessing from GOD. I know GOD loves me for who I am, and I ask for forgiveness for not having faith and for help to guide me in this journey I have chosen to take in order to help those in need.