Entry Submitted by BelgianSummer at 3:36 PM EDT on August 22, 2016
I have lately realized how much I sometimes want so badly something and that when I finally get it I feel some unexplainable type of anxiety, that is so strong that I end up finding some sort of sabotage to go back to a place where I no longer have this thing and back again to searching for it, or some other thing. But most of the time I never get there, I have become a Master of searching and not of receiving, because I always turn my back at things available to me without even realizing.
I’m sure you are telling yourself that you know that you want the RV more than anything and that it will change your life forever, but the question is… are your belief systems aligned with it? Go to your heart and ask yourself the question: Do I believe that I deserve abundance? Do I believe that I deserve anything that is wonderful? Do I believe that am so powerful and pure that God trust me to spread abundance in the world? Do you really believe life can be easy, without any major struggles financially speaking?
I encourage you to take time to really answer with your heart and not with your mind. Most lightworkers involved in this process have had many hardships in life that created a deep rooted feeling of unworthiness, a feeling that life is always hard and that you don’t deserve the gifts of heaven. But this is somehow bared in our unconscious mind and not so apparent and it makes you completely incapable of accepting abundance and good things in life.
Now is the moment of healing and releasing all resistance to receiving so that your abundance does not become an unbearable burden instead of what it really is; the most amazing gift you have ever had in you existence.
Call the violet flame and ask that all resistance is transmuted into light. Call the beings of light you are most close to, they are here to help you at this pivotal moment. Go to your heart and repeat constantly : I open myself to receiving and embracing abundance! I deserve all the good things the universe sends me ! I’m worth of love and abundance!
May your openness to receive love and abundance bless the entire planet!
I love you!